I Am

I'm all ears.
Hurts yet still listen.

I'm all hand.
Hurts and cannot hold.

I'm all tongue.
Hurts and cannot say.

I'm all mouth.
Hurts yet try to smile.

I'm all heart.
Hurts yet i still love

Don't

Don't want it to end. 

Don't care if it hurts.

Don't know what to do.

Don't do this.

Don't.

Sorry

Those tears were for you.
You just couldn't see it.

When every story brought an anger and rage within.
I'm sorry.

You just couldn't feel it.
Yet, those tears were still for you.

Tidak Terkendali

Ketika kata bisa lebih menyakiti itu aku tahu.

Ketika selain kata lebih menyakitkan aku tidak siap.

Tidak bisa apa - apa.

Hanya meredam, memendam dan semoga tanpa dendam.

Ink

Ink

Got a tattoo that said "together through life"
Carved in your name with my poker knife
And you wonder when you wake up, will it be alright oh oh
Feels like there's something broken inside

All I know
All I know
Is that in lost whenever you go
All I know is that I love you so
So much that it hurts

Got a tattoo and that paint is alright
Just wanted a way of keeping you inside (Oh oh oh oh oh)

All I know
All I know
Is that I'm lost
In your fire bellow

All I know is that I love you so
So much that it hurts

I see the road begin to climb
I see the stars, begin to show
I see your colors and I'm dying of thirst

All I know is that I love you so
So much that it hurts
Oh yeah yeah yeah
So much that it hurts
So much that it hurts

Coldplay


Album terbaru Coldplay "Ghost Stories" seperti bukan lagu - lagu Coldplay yang biasa.
Tapi tetap enak untuk didengar.
Sebenarnya single - single yang dijadikan andalan adalah "Sky Full of Stars" dan "Magic".
Tapi entah mengapa cukup suka dengan lagu ini.

Menggambarkan seseorang yang kehilangan, setelah sekian lama bersama sampai sudah tertanam.

Sedih.

All I Want

"All I Want"

All I want is nothing more
To hear you knocking at my door
'Cause if I could see your face once more
I could die a happy man I'm sure

When you said your last goodbye
I died a little bit inside
I lay in tears in bed all night
Alone without you by my side

But if you loved me
Why'd you leave me?
Take my body
Take my body
All I want is,
And all I need is
To find somebody.
I'll find somebody like you.

Oh oh

So you brought out the best of me,
A part of me I've never seen.
You took my soul and wiped it clean.
Our love was made for movie screens.

But if you loved me
Why'd you leave me?
Take my body,
Take my body.
All I want is,
And all I need is
To find somebody.
I'll find somebody.

Oh

If you loved me
Why'd you leave me?
Take my body,
Take my body.
All I want is,
All I need is
To find somebody.
I'll find somebody like you.

Oh

by Kodaline


Pertama kali suka versi instrumental karena dijadikan background song di Google Zeitgeist 2012

Setelah itu masih belum terlalu suka dengan versi aslinya yang dinyanyikan Kodaline.
Sampai ketemu versi cover dari Ellie Goulding 
Kemudian mendengarkan versi live dari Kodaline.

Dan terakhir melihat liriknya. 

1 year (letter from the past)

For the girl from the past comes the letter from the past.
It's over, but this is the letter i haven't sent.

Love until it hurts.

I don't know, did someone come up with this line already ?
I don't know, i can't remember whether i heard it on a radio, TV, or someone mentioned it.
Or may be i just read it somewhere.
I can't remember.

I came up with it because that's what i felt about you. And i still feel it now.
Why ?
If you're looking for a logical answer then i can't give you, sorry.
But if you insist, the answer is simple.

I love her.

People say, i'm wasting my time., my energy, everything, for something that's not certain.
But i say, nevermind, it's okay.
I'm not trying to take her away.

I just love her, that's all.

I'm not saying it's easy.
But it's easier because i care only about her happiness.
Well maybe i know nothing about her happiness.
But that's my wish (pssstttt don't tell her)

So, I wish you all the happiness in life

Akan ada yang berkata bahwa ini adalah suatu kebodohan
Tapi kenapa saya tidak berpikir begitu
Saya tetap bertahan pada sesuatu yang tidak pasti
Tidak akan ada yang tahu bagaimana ini akan berakhir
Yang saya tahu adalah saya tidak akan mundur
Tidak akan menyerah

Sifat - Penyesalan

Saat sifat kedua orang sama, apakah yang akan terjadi ?
Karena masing - masing memahami sifat pasangannya seharusnya komunikasi bisa terjalin dengan lebih baik.
Jika sifat - sifat yang dimaksud bukan sifat - sifat yang baik, apakah akan terjadi sebaliknya ?
Disaat selah satu lebih mengedepankan egonya tanpa mau memahami yang lain, walaupun ia tahu hal itu hanya akan membuat keadaan bertambah buruk.
Penyesalan selalu datang terlambat. Belum pernah mendengar penyesalan yang diucapkan diawal.
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to.
I can't turn back time.
But i will do my best not to do that again.
Knowing that being selfish wasn't the right thing to do.
Knowing that in my position right now, all i can do is Love until the end
Love until it hurts