Asa

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With You

I'm fine. Not free from trouble. But i can face it.

I'm happy. Not away from sadness. But i cry in happiness.

I'm healthy. Not immune from disease. But you'll cure me.

I'm complete.

You are you.

The one.

The soul that fill the emptiness

Travelling

Suddenly i think about this word, the only word. Travelling. It's not that i haven't done this before. But i like to try something new.
First thing first, i have to set my destination. Hmm. For now i want to go out of this country. Finding an information couldn't be easier. Thanks to the internet and people who had shared their journey.

Still there's a problem. Money. Even backpacking still need some money. I have to start saving from now. It's not easy. Wish me luck

If you're gone

If you're gone
I would act as if you're never gone

that's why i'd text you in every way i could
i'd call you every time exist

i'd be waiting at the same place and the same time
over and over again

until when ? until that day
you know
i told you before

so don't you worry
i won't go home late, because i won't go home
i'll eat, maybe because it's easy to buy food
may be i'll get sick
but i don't mind

you'll cure me
hope it's not just a dream

Re-Thinking

Sometimes i feel enough
but that's just about the time i felt that i couldn't give up
accept things as they were
though it hurt a lot
for i was nothing before you

not doing the same thing again
not able to say goodnight
different things

but i will be waiting
i will stand up
fight and stay still

Why ?

not that i'm trying to keep you away from what you want
i'm just trying to get close to you
what am i without you
i know the answer
nothing
i know what i'm going to be
alone
i know where i will be in those days to come
just like a heart waiting for it's half
how long it's going to take
i cannot tell
a lifetime maybe ?
i'm just standing here
i'm just waiting

See You

I see no darkness upon you yet i see a fragile heart

I see a life full of joy but i still see a lonely soul

I see you now, not for what you had done

I see my heart in love

internet dan telepon selular

banyak yg berubah dari telepon selular sejak pertama kali muncul. dulu saat pertama kali muncul telepon hanya digunakan untuk bertelepon saja. kemudian muncul layanan pesan singkat. dan sampai sekarang dimana sebuah telepon selular dapat mengambil foto dan video, memutar musik, mengirim email. seperti juga yang sedang saya kerjakan sekarang, menulis di blog saya.
siapa lagi yang tahu apa yang dapat dilakukan telepon selular di masa depan. tampaknya hanya imajinasi manusia yang menjadi batasnya

Akan ada yang berkata bahwa ini adalah suatu kebodohan
Tapi kenapa saya tidak berpikir begitu
Saya tetap bertahan pada sesuatu yang tidak pasti
Tidak akan ada yang tahu bagaimana ini akan berakhir
Yang saya tahu adalah saya tidak akan mundur
Tidak akan menyerah

Sifat - Penyesalan

Saat sifat kedua orang sama, apakah yang akan terjadi ?
Karena masing - masing memahami sifat pasangannya seharusnya komunikasi bisa terjalin dengan lebih baik.
Jika sifat - sifat yang dimaksud bukan sifat - sifat yang baik, apakah akan terjadi sebaliknya ?
Disaat selah satu lebih mengedepankan egonya tanpa mau memahami yang lain, walaupun ia tahu hal itu hanya akan membuat keadaan bertambah buruk.
Penyesalan selalu datang terlambat. Belum pernah mendengar penyesalan yang diucapkan diawal.
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to.
I can't turn back time.
But i will do my best not to do that again.
Knowing that being selfish wasn't the right thing to do.
Knowing that in my position right now, all i can do is Love until the end
Love until it hurts

Sama

Bahkan dalam bahasa yang sama selalu ada kesalahpahaman
dalam kesamaan pemikiran ada pertentangan
persamaan dan perbedaan
semua itu mempersatukan kita

2009

just passed a whole 365 days full of laughter, sadness, anger, hope, broken heart, love and to be loved.

you can call it another year has passed, i call it more beautiful moments in my memory.

a simple and beautiful moment in the end of the year